Amy,
YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!! Take it day to day then week to week etc. You are
doing yourself the biggest favor of your life. I was a two pack a day guy
for fifteen years. My wife and I quit
cold turkey together so we would have
a healthy environment for the family we wanted to start. It's been 15 years,
one great son and lots of bodybuilding contests since and it was absolutely
worth it!!! The feeling of accomplishment from being smoke free every day
is much better than the feeling any cigarette will ever give you. Good luck
and God bless you.