I’ve been away from this site for to long. It feels good to read and vent about some of the goals that I hope to reach this year in my new journal. I hope I don’t bore the readers that pass through to share thoughts, support, and advice with me and I’ll try my best to be consistent with my journal and regimen. Right now I’m dealing with Achilles tendonitis, it’s been about 7 months now—which is a very long time, but I didn’t have insurance over the summer and had to do independent
strength training of my left ankle. It was a major mental blow for me, because along with lifting I feel like running is that personal time that I can think about everything. In 3-4 miles I would brainstorm the entire time, thinking about some of the short/long term goals I had going on at the time, clear my head, and just enjoy the beauty of life through every single stride. To get back on course, I’ve finally left the static of being another Jamairican with now insurance. Not to rant, but I wish everyone in the states received free medical care (to a certain extent—not b**b jobs, etc).
To get off the topic of injury I’m going to give something up completely. Being a student this thing is around me in abundance and it’s really destroying my body. I stand in the mirror and as soon as I look down a few inches I can’t believe it’s my body I’m looking at. This thing is beer… Not Bud, or that watered down lite stuff—But great Belgium Ales. I go to the gym 4 days a week, and sometimes even twice a day if time permits. I know it doesn’t make sense to pour all this hard work down the drain, but I still do it—and today… Right now, I’m going to stop all the partying and get my self in order. In less than two months I’ll be graduating with my Bachelors in Management (another piece of paper with ink to hang on the wall—Yippee). This has always been an accomplishment I never thought I would reach, and it’s so close I can hear my name being called. Now I feel like I might not ever return to another road race. At 25 years old, I’m too young not to be out there running and doing the little things (fitness wise) that make me happy. But I’m a hypercritic at the same time because I know although I can’t run at my full potential right now, I should be on top of all my stretching and strength exercises. I hope this journal encourages me a lot more to do more for my body and injury.
But now to the nitty gritty, I have the insurance—and I plan on looking for an Orthapedist in the area so I can get everything properly checked out. I’m plan on surrounding myself with a lot healthier foods, and keeping my
protein intake high. I’m a vitamin whore, dispite some of peoples views about supplementation.
Morning:
100% Whey (Chocolate)
Multivitamin
Flax Seed Oil
ALA
Green Tea Extract
Cinnulin PF
Lunch:
100% Whey (Chocolate)
Protein Shake
Cinnulin PF
Citrimax (30 mins before lunch/snack)
Flax Seed Oil
ALA
Bed:
Micellar Matrix Protein
ZMA
Flax Seed Oil
Another major mistake I made over winter break was trying M-Stak (the roar monster, muscle pill). Did I get big? Surely… Did I get Gynecomastia? Got that too! I hear only surgery can correct the extract flab I’ve gained in my chest, but I’m going to change my lifting regimen up and hopefully I can work on defining my chest a little more? The bottom line is this—I’ve had enough of slacking off nutritionally, and drowning myself in Ale’s my taste buds enjoy. It’s time to think long term, while focusing on some short term goals. Rather than ask tons of newbie questions, I’m going to read a lot of the threads and take it from there. I don’t remember if any flaming takes place on discussfitness.com, but if I do get lit on fire—someone please put me out. Sometimes stop drop and rolling online is not effective.
Here is the change, here is to not slacking off, here is to learning how to actually cook food and stop relying on expensive supplements?... Here’s to something different… Good luck me.
Until next time…