If yesterday's workout was great, today's was just as great, only it was greatly horrible. Deadlifts just didn't happen and that usually messes with the rest of my workout.
First off, I didn't want to go. I'm stressed and worried and just wasn't "feeling" it today. Maybe I should have stayed home?
So, I go in, hoping maybe working out will help with the stress/worry. Try 150 for DL, didn't move. Tried 145. Still didn't move. Back down to 135 and got it.
Some guys came over and were helping me with my form but I can't do what they're asking me to do. I don't know if it's because of my fractured back and the limited mobility that causes or what. Another downer.
The rest of the workout was just going through the motions. By this time, I was stressed and worried about a different, non-workout related, health problem, not getting the deadlift, not being able to do the form they wanted me to do, and just all around "blah" feeling.
I need a nap and for the stress and worry to go away. I'm now stressed and worried about my workout. GRRRR........
